High: Its I-Week!!!! I get initiated this Saturday and am very excited

Low: My grandpa died today
Definitely sad... but my sisters (and non greek friends) have been very supportive. My mother actually made me stay here to school and initiation. She did not go Greek in college, and I have thought she did not approve of it, but today she told me she was proud of me for going greek and was very excited for my initiation, and that my step-grandmother (my grandpa's wife) was proud of me and wanted me to stay here. The funeral is in Florida my mother won't even be back until Tuesday, and there was no way I could miss that much school. Luckily, there is going to be a memorial service in my hometown in a few weeks so I will be able to go to that. I am excited about initiation, but I definitely feel guilty about not being able to go to the funeral