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Some people are familiar with my story. I was raped by an exboyfried. It was easy for me to imagine my guilt and why it could be my fault than I think it would be if I had been raped by a stanger. That's really the only way I could think it would be worse being raped by a date. I at least could somewhat console myself that he didn't have HIV/AIDS, STD's, etc. You can't know that about a stranger. But in the end, it all sucks really bad, so I don't know if there is one worse than the other. Was that clear as mud?