[Im_just_me]

To T.L.S. God knows how much I love, care and respect you(and so do you). With that being said, you know that we can't continue as we have. I have a family and so do you. Although I wish the circumstances were different, we have to deal with the hand we've been dealt. You have your son and A.Y. and I have my daughter and A.J. I can't be your friend because parts of me still love you. I can't talk to you because the sound of your voice still makes my heart melt. At this point, I can't even read your e-mails--I can even hear your voice and see your facial expressions. Being your friend hurts and friendship isn't supposed to be that way. Getting you out of my life is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. How do you tell someone you've loved since you were 15 years old that its over? Please understand why I did what I had to do. My daughter is the most important thing in my life and she deserves to have her mother and father together with out anyone comming between them. I know this is gonna hurt you but believe me, I hurt too. We had our moment in the sun. It was beautiful and special and magical. I'll always have love for you...always and forever.