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Originally posted by AlphaGamDiva
so, i'm guessing the ol' "but i LOVE him" thing doesn't really work with you?  lol
the bottom line is, i am a glutton for punishment. anyone who knows me knows this. (paging ilovemyglo) i think i LIKE the whole drama/torture thing b/c i know nothing can come with him......like, he's a "safe" zone for me b/c he's not marriage potential. (which, i believe, i am somewhat afraid of seeing as though i broke off 2 perfectly good relationships for no defined reason) so, really....if i go up there, it doesn't matter if he's a dick or prince charming. i know that a wk later all will be back to "normal" either way. make sense? prob not.....but, ya know. i got nothin better to do that wknd...... 
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I disagree that he's a "safe zone" or that things will go back to "normal". He's toxic to you and as long as you let him back into your life even for five minutes he will effect you. The fact that you have to orchestrate support just in case date night with him turns sour is such a waste of your time as well as your friends who I doubt think highly of him either. You've lived this long without him I think you're onto something.
As for ending your relationships maybe you just need some time away from baby daddy drama boy and figure out what's best for you without being in a relationship.