[ZTABullwinkle]

Thanks for the reply Penguintrax. Just so you know, I have a psychiatrist who I have been seeing for about five years (I had seen one other one who WAY OVER-medicated me.) I also see a therapist, about twice a month.

They are both aware of how I feel. They are at a loss as to what to do. I literally am out of antidepresants to try, since I have tried all or most at one point in this fifteen year battle.

I appreciate your reply. But maybe it is a bit clearer why I am so scared and upset.


PS - Can't just change the doctor either. My medical bills are paid by Worker's Comp, since I was injured on the job and it precipitated all of this. Took me a VERY LONG battle to see the doctor I am with now. (We are talking two years of lawyers, being followed to see if I was faking it, etc.)