[ZTABullwinkle]

Just wanted to update everyone....I have been having a VERY rough few months. Even though I didn't return to school (which is a good thing, thanks to my knee) this semester ~ I hear from ONE of my chapter sisters. I have been told that I can't go alumna. It is just one thing after another.

My boyfriend who is VERY supportive puts up with my severe mood swings, because he knows that I can be a better person. To see me have a panic attack and get angry is better than the sad depression.

I have fought the depression for 14 years, and for the FIRST time, my parents asked me to set ground rules so they don't have to go through the bad episodes. So I have no relationship with my parents either.

I know I have mnay shoulders to lean on, but sometimes I think people just get tired of me always complaining or not getting better.