carolinadg..i agree with everything you just said because when i read it, i felt like that was my life story.
seriously ill be the first to admit, i am a recovering slut. i had wild days and i didnt care what people thought about me. but after a while, it just got boring. im 20 now and i look at what i did in the past and i wish i can erase some of it. but we all have to enjoy our youth somehow, someway. i was the one that would skip class, never study and drink everyday. now, i know my priorities and if i do get wasted the night before a class, ill go to class with the hangover. seriously im not gonna lie, the other day i went to class and took a test high off my ass and i got an a. a few years ago, i wouldnt care and i would just sleep through my exams. as far as me in recovery, it kind of scares me because i have a boy now, and its just different. im growing up and wow, im getting old lol...
but i still party like a rockstar...
and i really hope my recovery process goes well, bc a relapse will be hell!!!