[MeezDiscreet]

to b.d.: i don't like us like this. why can't you accept you were wrong? be a man about it! if this is the way you act at the SLIGHTEST disagreement, there really is no long-term future for us. and out of respect for myself, i won't give in. i've done that too many times in the past. we've gone through these cycles too many times and i've grown too old for it. you have to but you haven't realized it yet. are you trying to prove a point? if you are, i can safely say that you're not. but you are proving to me that the level we're at has peaked and it's all downhill from here. and if being true to myself means that whatever it is that we had is over, then BOTH of us have no choice but to accept it and move on.

to j.w.: whatever it is that you really want and need out of life, i sincerely hope you find it. i've decided it is in my best interest to just completely let you out of my life. i've deleted any contact information i have on you. there really are no hard feelings but, for me, you're cancerous. our friendship was toxic. people say that friends are in your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. your inability to make up your mind about us let me know that wasn't the reason and the season has changed. good luck in your life and i really mean that. i just don't see us ever being friends again. when you hurt me 2 years ago, i really and truely got over that and was able to be friends because i'm a woman of my word. but going through more major things has really given me clarity on a lot of minor things. and that is why now, you are no longer a part of my life. take care. peace.

to the wonderful people in my life: i really love you and i know you love me so i need yall to be patient with me. i'm going through some things right now and no matter how much you say you understand exactly what i'm going through, you don't. and you think you know what exactly what it is that i'm going through, but you don't. what i'm dealing with, i have to deal with on my own. that means that as much as i care for yall, i don't need your advice or your short-term solutions. i don't need the constant questions about it. i would prefer we not even talk about it because i feel myself pulling away sometimes. and when you think you're just trying to help, you're not. and what you don't know is that every time you bring it up, i'm probably on the other end of the line crying silently. but don't worry about me because you KNOW i'm a strong person. and what ever happens, it's not going to get the best of me but rather i'm going to make the best of it.

to r.g. and a.b.: i really and truely hope that one day i can call you both soror and i am soooooo down for that cause that anything you need at anytime, let me know. (and t.g., i haven't forgotten about you. i look forward to one day calling you a bruh. )