Welcome Breeza00!
If you have specific questions about exactly what you mean by needing "help", we'd be happy to answer them!
However, you may want to check out the specific links we've already posted. In this thread, Wrigley posted the link to our Alumni Initiation Forum. Here it is again:
http://www.greekchat.com/gcforums/fo...s=&forumid=208
There have been countless numbers of Potential New Alumnae Members (PNAMs) here at GreekChat - I'm sure our threads have already answered almost any question you may have. Do read through the threads in the Alumni Initiation Forum thoroughly - there are informational threads about which organizations to contact as well as tips to get you started. You may want to start your own topic there so we have offer you specific help.
.....Kelly