I'm really sorry newbie. I don't know if that means anything to you at this point, but it is in earnest. Death isn't the easiest thing for anyone to deal with. And I don't think there is anything that will immediately make you feel better.
Here is my take on it. There is a lot of randomness in this world. I've come to accept that some questions were never meant to be explained. I don't know who an innocent person passes on and a good family is in pain because of it. I don't know why there are horrible people out there that hurt others and get away with it. But I guess events like that make me re-evaluate my current position. If someone close to me passed on, I would hurt for a long time. But I would keep them close to my heart and I would make sure that they weren't just forgotten, ya know? I would make sure that I was even closer with my other family members just so I wouldn't miss out on anything important with them.
I don't think what anyone here says is going to help you feel all great. Just remember there are people to listen to you, whether here or at home. And the only cure for something this tragic is time. Feel better.
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