[Queencece]

We went out and nothing felt like it "normally" did. I mean he was trying everything to get back with me. Bought me flowers (I have a thing ofr blue roses which I don't think exist) but he bought some fake ones and some white roses and gave them to me. Then, when we got to the park things were okay, but still not quite the way it was suppose to be. We argued and got loud and finally, after some hours just decided that this wasn't going like either of us had hoped.

The night ended with a mutual agreement to just go our separate ways. He drove me home and I got out of the car with the flowers still in the back seat. All I had to say to him was "bye". Then, I noticed that he didn't pull off right away, so I looked out there from my porch thinking something was wrong. He called me back to the car to give me the flowers and to say that he was sorry. I stood there for at least 5 minutes in silence. He said, say something. I said, what is there left to say and I left.

Moral of the story is: Listen to your instincts. Had I gone with the initial feeling that something wasn't quite right before we even left my house, I would be much happier. However, at least I have some closure so that I could move on.

Q