Yeah I am serious. Its not Ideal, and even though i'm an idealist, I've managed to pull my head out of the clouds long enough to realize it just won't work out. I got strung along for about three years by someone who swore she wanted to marry me. So I just kindof have a feeling that it'll take me a while, and that there will be misunderstanings, or complete lack of any understanding, in at least the first try. Maybe that was an exxageration, but I just am not too optimistic about marriage number one. But number two, or three....It'll be great!!!!!!!
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