Yeah I know, it's not that. This series has killed my studying. I've falled behind on my essays because I couldn't concentrate. This best thing to do is forget about and work on getting my exams done. If i don't get this done soon i'll be doing the all-nighters again

The best thing for me is to forget about this fiasco which is difficult because i'll be tempted to read the posts in this thread if I come back to GC. Once I'm in the clear I'll start posting again.
Good Luck with New Jersey.