August 14, 2003
It was okay... I had been "talking" to the guy about a month and actually dating him about 3 days. I had all my first in one night. I was starting my sophomore year and had never been kissed, well I ended up doing everything that night. I was a little drunk. He ended up "going down" on me for almost an hour, which I liked very much. But at the time I sort of had a penis phobia, so I didn't want to touch him anywhere near there. It didn't help that when he took off his boxers he was over 8 inches and thick. He couldn't get it in past an inch or two without me crying. Too make things even worse we were on a full sized inflatable air mattress which was ontop of a twin bed (My regular bed was getting moved in the next day). So the entire night we were pretty much falling off the bed. He was 6'4 too (i'm only 5ft) so he ended up kicking over a bunch of stuff.
The second time (which was not with him) was MUCH better!
