[nolegirl17]

i am so sorry. things have just been so crazy around here.

unfortunately i dropped out of recruitment on pref day. it was a VERY hard decision, but i felt it was the best thing to do at the time. i was down to two houses (we were only able to visit a maxium of 3 that day) but i never felt comfortable at either house. i constantly had akward conversations with both of these houses and i believe the only reason they asked me back is because they didnt turn down anyone. so i decided that it would be in my best interest to drop out and try again in either the spring or the fall. like i said it was a very tough decision for me to make, but after talking with my mom and my rho gam and spending much time contemplating it, i don't reget my choice. once again, i am sorry i did not keep this thread updated and thank you for all of your support. i promise next time if i rush i will be much much better about keeping everyone informed.