Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
I can relate with both of those statements...I met my best guy friend down here at school, and I was so attracted to him from the start, unfortunately he had a girlfriend back home. And I know what it's like to sit right next to him, want him so badly and couldn't have him. And a few months into school we realized our attraction to eachother and did some things that crossed that line between friendship and more, however he was still with his girlfriend. He wanted to be more with me but he said that he was afraid of what would happen if we were to break up, if our friendship would stay the same. And now, he is separated from his girlfriend, but he is still in love with her. They have been together for 2 years so it is understandable that it would be hard to just completely let go of her. But we are very close to eachother right now, eventhough we aren't labled as boyfriend girlfriend both of us tell eachother that next year we will be together. And I can't wait till next year because he will be seven doors away from me!
I'm just in a good mood because of him lately, and it's spring and so I wanted to share it with ya all!
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Hillary
Pi Phi love and mine