I am going to sound SO vain, but oh well. Self esteem is not a matter of how I look! I think I am a great person. I like the way I look (although my looks aren't perfect), I like the clothes I wear (although they don't come from the Limited), I like the way I talk (light southern with a touch of New Orleans), and I love the way I think (rediculously logically, but I'm loosening up some)!!!!! I feel that if someone is going to judge whether or not they like me by ONE aspect of who I am, then
I don't want anything to do with such a low character! Those girls on TV are not real. They are freaks of nature - that is why they are on TV.
And as for guys, I know for a fact that I don't want to date a guy until I get to know him. If he has great personality, then I will think he is the most hansome man. But once some of the most hansome men open their mouth, well.... they turn into ugly trolls!
I feel no pressure to look a certian way. I will never be 5ft10 and 102 lbs. Oh well. I'll have so much more fun in life not really worring about. Love me for everything I am, not the number on the scale!
Although I'm not perfect, I am beautiful in every aspect of who I am. Now give me some chocolate! 
Allie
