I even asked him, 'why would i show up at your party?'. he never really gave me an answer. yes, i have moved on, but we broke up a little over 3 weeks ago and it was a realtionship that got too serious too quickly. It was him that moved the realtionship quickly and I put on the brakes (somewhat). I wasn't ready for it yet, but soon got caught up in the whirlwind. So, yes I have moved on in a sense, and I wanted the ball in my court to contact him when I felt the desire to contact him. Unfortunately, it didn't happen that way and so all of his feelings were put back out there.

At the time when we broke up, he had a lot of stress (outside of the relationship) on his plate. I sometimes wondered how he handled all of it. As he said last night, he ran away from it. I think (as sad as it sounds) I was the easiest thing to run from and now he regrets it. He knows that he made the wrong decision.