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My mom thinks more has happened with me than it has in reality. I STILL get the occasional "Are you sure you haven't had sex??" Granted, I've come close a few times, I never went through with it.
I think it's kinda funny in retrospect because when I was in high school, I just wanted to get it over with, but it just never happened for one reason or another. As I got older in high school, I realized that I wanted to wait for the right person, but by no means was I going to wait for marriage. Well these past 2 yrs almost, I was convinced I had found the right person and was truely ready to give it to him when he came home (met him here but then he got deployed in the army..so it turned into a LDR), but then I found out he was cheating on me. So now.. knowing everything that he had said to me about being in love and wanting to get married in the future, I'm not sure I can trust another guy when he says all that stuff, so now I'm waiting until I'm actually engaged..or I might decide just to wait another year for the wedding night... I just don't want to be hurt that's all. I'm too emotional as it is, and I think that I'd go ballistic if the relationship I had with my first one ended badly (ie cheating).
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