i smoke.....been doing it for years....i made a promise to quit (which i've yet to complete)
its an addiction and oral fixation for me.
i'm a bundle of contridictions for example: i actually hate everything related to smoking, the smell, the smoke, the taste....yuck! i'm working and people come up to me smoking i ask them very politely to put it out, i start to gag. people who know that i'm a regular smoker (at work) shake their heads when i do this. no one in my social circle smoke so i dont smoke around them.
hell i dont smoke around my parents (i'm in my 30s), neither does my sister....we see it as very disrepectful, my dad smokes and my
mother quit sometime in the 80s.
yes i know that i'm strange
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