[GRITS]

To B- why is it that you seem to have some supernatural kind of hold on me? Everytime I think i'm over you, the feelings just come back like a frieght train going 60 on a rickety train track. For eight years now we've done this, and the situation goes in circles. I thought that me being in school thousands of miles away would help, but it seems as if that makes it worse. You're everything I never wanted, yet somehow, all of my rules don't apply to you. When I am around you, the world seems to dissapear into the clouds. It's hard for me to think of you actually having a girlfirend especially not the one you have now. But If she is what makes you happy, the I must learn as the Dixie Chicks say" how long to stay and when to go", and to let you "fly". Hey, I guess when we grow up, we have to leave some things behind.

But Like My New Signature says" I WILL LET IT GO!"
(or at least try)