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my dad knows nothing. period. and i guess thats why he assumes i'm dating my best friend. i've told him i'm dating a guy and he asks me about him sometimes but thats going to be the extent of it. he prolly knows we have sex but doesnt act like it. so i'm hoping he doesnt but if he does, i'd rather not know he does. to save myself the embarrassment.
my mom SHOULD know about my boyfriend but she doesnt pay any attention to me so she prolly just thinks he's another friend. i have a lot of guy friends. they out-number the female friends. my best friend comes over a lot and he's allowed to stay the night but its usually because he doesnt have anywhere else to stay and his parents have kicked him out for the night. my boyfriend comes over sometimes but usually at 7AM when he gets off work and my mom is already gone to work. and then one or both of us leave by 11 or 12. most of the time i'm gone to his house. he's not allowed to spend the night. i'm sure if she thought he needed to then he could but he'd have to take the couch. as far as i know, she doesnt know we have sex but she could just be playing it off. if he's here and we're in my room then she won't come in there but later she tells me that it doesnt look right for him to be up there with me alone. i would never in a million years tell my mom that i'm having sex because thats just not something to talk about with her. i have hard enough times trying to talk to her about school and stuff because she just doesnt pay attention or she wont let me finish talking.
my boyfriend, on the other hand, tells his mom anything she wants to know. theyre really close and she knows we have sex and she's fine with it. if we go there for anything she's super sweet and if its late she tells me to just stay the night so i wont have to drive home. she makes sex jokes too.
i wish my mom had been the type i could talk to and the type to let me by with stuff that really isnt bad. i've never really had a curfew but she has thrown fits about me coming in late on a school night. if for any reason i missed school or missed a class she would take my truck away until she felt she could give it back. she's a control freak. she realizes that i'm independent and get bored easily and have to keep moving and keep busy but she uses that against me and i hate it. i will never do that to my children if i have any. my mom is totally opposite of everything i need but if i try to explain to her what i need she just thinks she's a bad mom and starts crying.
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