Ronso,
Hello and welcome.
I have to agree with what everyone is saying, rush again. Keep your mind open, experience the other chapters, don't bad mouth the other chapter.
I definately have to agree with greencat. They should have stuck by you when you have personal problems. They claimed all this "brotherhood" and then when one is faltering, they don't even stick by you. No offense to them, but not cool in my book. I may not know you personally, but I do know that you definately did not deserve to be treated that way.
Good luck in whatever you decide to do and keep us posted.
Brianna