thanx guys!! slowly but surely im getting better. i went away to the caskill mountains in ny this weekend and when i came back my mom was telling me a story about how this little black cat came walking up to her and i was like whoa. then that night around midnight the black cat came again and i was hysterical bc it tripped me out soooo much. but i have my nights when i just want to sit there and cry and theres times when i see him there. but hes in a better place and hes happy, not suffering but he was beautiful. but u guys rock my world.
