Amy,
I am so sorry to hear about the jerkus move he pulled! Keep your head up! I know ALL about bad boyfriends (relationships)! But it maybe hard at first but life goes on and so will you! My philosophy on guys is that they are not worth it if they don't treat you right - and I'm not talking about going out on high class dates, but respectfully as a person. If he doesn't have that respect for you as a person and your feelings to tell you personally, then God may have just sent you a blessing in disguise, because I doubt that he is the one for you. So don't worry about it and focus on yourself. Love will find you when you least expect it. Thats awesome that you want to get closer to God! I was raised very christian (Catholic) and I must say, that it is really nice to have a relationship with God. When I feel like I have the world on my shoulders, I just ask the Lord to be by me and watch over me. Sometimes you have to Let Go and Let God!
It will always work, HE promises!
I know that whether or not things go my way - it happens for Gods reason. Just let him guide your life and you will be fine. I don't mean to be so preachy...and God knows I'm not a saint! But a relationship with him is so comforting when you need someone there.
We all love you!
[This message has been edited by Chiocutie (edited July 22, 2001).]