Thank you so much Allison and Lana. I like BOTH of those quotes a lot. They really just put me in a better mood.
I've decided that perhaps it's not necessarily HIM that saddens me...but the change. I don't like change very well and it is sometimes overwhelming. I just got off the phone with my best friend and I told her that there is just something missing in my life and I can't quite place my finger on what it is.
I know there are many things I want to change in my life right now, and although I still don't know what it is I'm missing...the fact that I KNOW what I want to change will help me realize what is missing.
For one I want to start exercizing more. As Reese says in Legally Blonde...'Exercizing releases endorfins and make people happy...Happy people just don't kill their husbands.' In other words...I think the stress of life has made me unhappy and moody and if I just get off my butt inbetween work and school and DO SOMETHING, I'll probably feel better and start looking better too. Don't get me wrong...I'm not some lazy, overweight slob. I just know I need to be happy.
Secondly I've realized I want to start going to church more regularly. I really need more spiritual influence in my life. People who communicate with God daily seem to be happier too. I don't know if you will all agree but I just know it's something that I've been meaning to do and just haven't. Now's the time.
So...I've had an epiphany at 1 34 am on a lonely Sunday morning. But it's all good...I feel much better. Now if only GC had spell checker I'd feel 10x's better LOL.
Hootie
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