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i understand exactly where youre coming from... i moved across the country in january of 2003, and by april 1st i was seeing this guy. this has gone on until just recently, all has ceased since the end of may of this year, but it pretty much went downhill in january, right after winter break was over .. i just never let myself actually agree that it had pretty much ended.
now its hard just because hes so close to me, and im so close him. we're like best friends on top of everything thats gone on. everything that we have ever done to each other was only to spite the other person. i know how childish that sounds but thats how it is. i do believe that he has deep feelings, if not love, for me, but hes too immature and into the college life to act on those feelings, so he's lost me.
thats how i think of it - that HES lost ME
keep thinking of it that way - that you let go of him - because it helps, i mean you still feel yucky, but it really holds your heart together. it's going to be hard, no matter what. i dont know the situation with him - but im obviously sure that your heart is hurting. like everyone's said - dont put yourself into sticky situations that keep you in close range with him. if you just do things that dont involve him or anything like that, youll be awesome. meet new people - hang out with those that you couldnt hang out with before, maybe someone who kind of has a crush on you, or had one and still wants to pursue things. i know its early in the game - but it'll make you feel better, and you never know with that new guy.........
good luck girl, we're all here !!!!
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missy
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