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Originally posted by LuV_mE
I do have a journal. I started it when I was thinking of Killing myself (those thoughts are far gone). I still use it almost everyday to vent.
but then its those days were she is drunk but coming down off being drunk and I dont know which personality I'm talking to and the smallest things will piss her off and I'll be grounded for a few weeks
Also: my sisters will not come over anymore because she causes to much stress in their lives and had one of my sisters seeing a therapist. They say I can come over anytime but my mom will not let me go for the weekend
I actually lived with my aunt for 5 months but I had to come home and I am not allowed to stay over their anymore because she says they are using me ( ) (for what I have no clue seeing that a 16 year old doesn't have much)
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I am very very sorry that you have to go through this. But you know what, I detect strength in you that goes untouched by your cutting and your mother's drinking. Hold on to that strength to see you through.
Would any of your sisters or aunt be willing to take her to court for custody of you?