as cliche as it sounds...I know how you feel. I dated a guy for over 3 1/2 years...talked about marriage and the whole nine yards! Guess what, when it came down to it, he didn't want to grow up and moving on with things. NO CONTACT...and trust me, I know its the hardest. He is over 3 hours away, but for some wierd reason, he keeps calling and emailing. Caller ID is a God-send. If you see his #, don't answer. My guy got smart, he started calling from other people's phones and private numbers
You friends will help you out...I am going to have to take mine out for weeks to pay them back. Workout, manis and pedis, go out with your friends, clean (for some reason this has helped). YOU WILL BE OK!
What doesn't kill us makes us stronger!