Obviously this is either a MC or NPHC group you are looking to joining.
I'd say just trust the process, unless it is causing you a lot of anguish. There might be a good reason for it. Talk to the others in your pledge class or line, see how they feel. Talk to a member of the org. you feel like you can talk to. I'm sure they will be able to offer some help.
However if you really feel that the experience is not going to be worth it, then get the hell out right now.
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