To everyone else! (Since so many of you posted, I can't reply individually),
THANK YOU SO MUCH. It helps to know people care and understand.

I'm sorry I was slow to reply; I was out of town for 2 days. I went camping with 4 SAI sisters and it helped me a lot! Before I left I got 2 weeks worth of samples, so I'm doing OK now. I called the prescription place, and they claimed they never got my refill order!

I was NOT happy. They said it was shipped out that day (Thursday), so I should have it very soon.
Also, no, I can't get it from a pharmacy (I think ChiDeltJen asked), because on my insurance, maintenence meds must be mail ordered directly or I don't get the discounted price.
But, I'm feeling back to normal now. I do appreciate so much everyone's kind words! You guys are great.