I was in a similar situation- i met trevor a week before I was leaving London- and i don't think i've ever been so happy with anyone in my life- we were amazing together- and I miss him so much. We text and email each other all the time- and try to call but calls from london to new york are not cheap. He's coming out here in october... but thats a looong ways away... I know that i really care about him and thats all that matters...
my advice is to listen to your heart (lol or your gut) you obviously really like this guy and things will turn out the way they are supposed to- in the meantime- don't limit yourself but keep him in mind and how much he means to you. It is not easy but take it one step at a time- email definately helps even text messaging helps when you just want to say hi- it shows him that you care and are thinking about him. If you need to vent or anything- please pm me or email me-
alethiasi@yahoo.com i know it can be really difficult but stay true to yourself- it will be ok
p.s. same goes for you steelpike