Highs: After much searching for a good job that I would want to stick with.. I was offered a position as an engineer.

Then this week as well.. I was offered a position as an au pair in Rome with this great family.
Lows: This situation. How come you go from nothing .. to two things.. now I have to make a decision.. a hard one. I would love to go to Italy and be able to travel and see different areas. On the other hand, the job would be good, making good money compared to the other position, and I will still be around here close to friends and family. Plus I am afraid to give it up then get back and go through the same situation of searching..
hhmm..