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I've been doing some great things. Greece last weekend, Spain next, then a big trip off to Europe from Pompeii to Budapest. I'm sick of it all though, really. Sick to my stomach. I don't want to be here anymore. It's not been worth what I may have/probably have lost - Tacia (my girlfriend).
I'm not here much longer & those things that should be the most fun are yet to happen, they're on the verge coming up, but I'm tired, I'm sick, I want to go home but I don't want to face what I'm going to have to face. What a predicament?
I've done great things though....saw Julia Stiles in Oleanna, Gillian Anderson in Sweetest Swing in Baseball, saw Phantom of the Opera, went to Prague, met great people, held great conversations, nbut it's all geting overcast by this last bit. She tired of the lonliness and let it go. Not gor anyone else, just not for waiting.
I've not mentioned it to my close friends, but here I feel a little annomity so it makes it a little easier, though many of you have come to be friends. I don't want advice, I'm sick of it. I just want to complain.
I'm tired of all this. I just wish all these adventures could get over, I could get home and sleep for the next 2 months.
Sorry to lay my crap on you guys, tomorrow may be better. it's hard to say - day to day
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