so....broke up with the b/f a few days ago......it was one of the hardest things i have ever done (cried the whole way through it), but it had to be done. he is "in love" with me, and i just "love" him....and that can't work out right. better to end it now than go on and let it get worse.....right?
don't think he's too happy with me, but we said that we'd still be cool and stuff. we'll see how it all goes. it's been a few months coming, so while i am extremely sad about the whole thing, i am also somewhat relieved. it was still causing bad energy with the fam, and as much as i hate what they think and will never agree with it, i just didn't love him
enough to stay with him and try to prove some point....which is what it has been feeling like lately.
