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Originally posted by Ideal08
I am sick and tired of walking around on eggshells around men. Don't say this; it'll scare him off. Don't mention that; he'll feel pressured. More bullisht. Too many rules and too many games. Just keep it real. You love somebody, say it. You wanna get married, say it. All you wanna do is ufck? SAY IT. Life is too short for the games.
Soror Abaici, when is the conference again?
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Thank you!! I'm tired of being mature! You love me, but you are not willing to try and make things work. Obviously, you don't love me enough. Not loving me enough, is the same as not loving me at all. Or at least, that's how it feels. I don't want to feel like I'm auditioning! Like, if I slip up in one area, I'm cut from the list. Like I'm replaceable. Like, it's soooo easy. I swear, men really know how to frick with your self-esteem and work your nerves! As you said soror, men need to just be straight up. If you want to be friends, say that ish! I'm the one who wanted to keep it that way most likely! If you want to go somewhere else, be a man about it. Don't take me to another place emotionally, and then withdraw. Whew! Relax, Relate, Release.
Soror, I'm in recovery...but the more I think about things, the more convinced I am that I need to start working out the conference logistics.