Katie, if your chapter is as large as it seems, there is bound to be someone else in there who is also feeling lost and alone. I would honestly find one person who seems friendly and approachable and befriend them. Your sisters WILL be there for you, no matter what, if not in your chapter, here anyway. I wish I had perfect advice for you, but all I can say is keep at it. I guarantee you that you have made an impression on somebody in that chapter. You are known to somebody as a persistant one who is willing to give it her all no matter what situation. If you don't feel like partying, then don't. On Friday night, go down the hall and find someone who is still in and see if they want to go catch some coffee or a movie or something. Talk to sisters you don't know and ask about them personally. Hey Sarah, how is it going in your biology class? I heard it was really hard. I'm sorry that it has to be this way, that you have to make such an extra effort, but it will be worth it. You can do it, and you know why? Because you are an ADPi and that means that you are an amazing young woman with sooooo much to offer and you are a blessing to your chapter. Good luck and I will be thinking about you.
Shannon
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