[astroAPhi]

The best thing I've gotten is the friendships.

I was friends with my first little sister for 2 years before she joined. We lived together for a year even, and we are so much closer now than those 2 years we were friends, and the 1 year we lived together. The bond that a sorority makes really is different.

I haven't cried because of the friends outside my sorority that I won't be seeing anymore. At our last meeting on Friday, I bawled like a baby knowing that I wouldn't see those 45 girls on a daily basis. Filling that void is going to be rough.