thank you guys so much.... i've definately been feeling conflicted about the situation... so even though i know that i shouldn't feel so guilty- its just in my nature i suppose to do so anyway. I found out that she passed away from a sudden heart attack... which is pretty crazy... but it does happen... hits too close to home too.
i'm having a friend of mine from high school get her address for me so I can send a card... I think its the right thing to do...
wishinhopin- i know waht you mean about a friend dropping you out of the blue too- one of my best friends for like 6 years called me up last spring and said that she didn't want to be friends with me anymore... it was pretty devastating and i really haven't gotten over it. In some ways I felt like a "break up" you know- i shared my life with her for so long... and then she didn't want to be around anymore? it was just bizarre... and mean too... i'm sorry that happened to you though- its pretty difficult...
