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Honestly, no. I'm not letting myself enjoy the present because often I'm too concerned with thinking/planning/worrying about the future. I don't like my job, I don't have any good girlfriends of my own here with which to socialize and we know we're not going to be spending the rest of our lives in this city. I have no reason to be unhappy--I have a wonderful husband, a house, a steady paycheck and a loving family--but I also have no drive, no goals, nothing to work for, especially in my occupation. I'm not being challenged in any way and I can tell. I have no clue what I want to do with my life. I'm not happy, I'm not content, I feel like I'm kind of in emotional limbo until something major happens.
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It's gonna be a hootenanny.
Or maybe a jamboree.
Or possibly even a shindig or lollapalooza.
Perhaps it'll be a hootshinpaloozaree. I don't know.
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