I don't know. Although the first is REALLY tempting, my life is more along the second and I can't say that it is horrible. Though I have vaguely experienced the "wild" side of life, I have vicariously seen that side through others. Though at times I envy that they have had all these experiences, they don't always seem "happy." Never settling down, life like a rollercoaster, etc. takes its toll. If life #1 wouldn't allow me to have the family life and lots of personal relationships with friends, then I would turn my back on that anyday.
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