i have no true reason to dislike anything about my life. i have great parents, some of the best friends money can buy, ( that was a joke refering to how people view greek life, not to be taken seriously) and not to sound spoiled but anything i could possibly want, i am easy to please. but sometimes i feel like my girlfriend holds me back. i want to be free, but then again i am afraid i just need to grow up. but i am only 21. she trys to control me emotionally and it makes me pretty depressed. i dont know what to think though. i transferred from a big city to a little crappy po dunk town that i hate more that spinach. i miss my friends back home and when i want to go back and see them on the weekends she gives me the guilt trip. i am afraid of being old and having regrets, plus i am afraid we want two different things out of life and when we realize it i will have passed up college life. but i dont want to make that decision.
