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disclaimer to the males out there: please take no offense. i am just really ticked off


i know i have stated in a earlier post that i sensed that the relationship was over with my bf. but i did want to work at it to where we were still happy and could possibly have a decent relationship. cause we have gotten so close.
anyway, today we had a fight. it happen because i told him that i didnt want to have sex for awhile. that statement made the air between us so thick that you could cut it with a knife. we were at walmart when he finally blew up (which was about two hours after my statement). he gave me that typical 'guy that needs to have sex' comment: " i am not a kid anymore".
we never got to the part when we verbally say that we are breaking up. but it is getting kinda obvious.
i am kinda releived but angry. was i expecting too much when i said that i wanted to wait for awhile to have sex. we did have a very physical realtionship but in the last few months, it has fizzled out. i mean i have sacrificed so much for him. and he always liked to talk about how he wanted to marry me. i would have liked him to respect my wishes.

i guess i should be happy, but i am not. everything happened so abruptly. i would have liked to express my feelings towards him.