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I have several poems that I could share, this is the only one I have a copy available to me while @ work. Its really personal, written during the most depressing period of my life, so don't laugh or criticize please.
I used to think that I could fix everything
Not for selfish reasons but because I love you all so much
But now I realize that no matter how hard I try
Not everything in this world can be fixed
But it still doesn't change the fact
That I'm still your best friend
And that I still have the ability
To make things worse
I know that you are all having problems
And I would give my life
If I thought it would make a difference
But what if I'm part of your problem?
How will I ever know better?
How am I supposed to read your mind?
How am I going to be your best friend
If you won't help yourself first?
All I want to do is be here for you
But right now I think that its best
To disappear from your life
The last thing I want to be is the problem
And since you won't tell me whats wrong
But I can see it in your eyes
Since you don't trust anyone but strangers
What am I supposed to think?
It hurts me when I can't help you
More than you'll ever know
But it hurts me more now that I may be
at least part of the problem
Don't you care that when
You are in pain
I am as well?
I'm sorry. I'm so incredibly sorry.
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