awww hun! this situation sucks- and idk if you read the thread i started about the bad boy- but iknow waht you are going through- i'm even 3000 miles away and i still can't stop! i think what everyone has said here is so true... i guess time will help things... but just have faith in yourself.... a lot of people are going through what you are (me) and a lot of others have too- so you aren't alone... we're all here for you to rant and rave to