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So this weekend I got the chance to see my friend. It was the hardest thing i had to deal with. I didnt know what to say. The whole day she was fine, of course putting on a front. but towards the end of the night after a few drinks, which we all know wasnt the best idea she did get quiet and sad. Now i know you all are thinking why wasnt she with her parents and why was she drinking, but thats what she wanted to do. She needed to get away for a lil bit and be with us girls and right now we dont need to be telling her she cant drink. Of course we said we dont want her to drown her sorrows but she has to make her own decisions right now. And belive me all of us are watching her like a hawk!

I ended up crying with her and told her she shouldnt be going through this. and just gave her a big hug.

She is being so strong for her and her family and i give her so much credit for hanging in there cuz i know i would be an emotional wreck. I usually talk to her every other day or and when i do its usually to get her mind off of it and we talk about other things.

just wanted to share a lil update and thank everyone for thier thoughts and prayers.