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I could really use some 'love' from sisters right now. I'm out of work. I quit the job I was at because it was a really unhealthy enviornment for me to be in. I was always stressed, doing way more than I should have been doing, and then getting a crappy pay of $7.80 an hour to do it all. I have now been out of work for 19 days. I have money put aside for this months bills but I'm not sure about next month. My parents, well my mom, has said that they 'don't want to enable me' any longer. I don't see how if I'm actively looking for employment that I am allowing them to enable me not to work. All I ask is for them to support me. I don't want to sound like a selfish bitch but if they can support my out of work brother who quit his job on a whim over a year ago, then they should surely be able to help me out with my bills.
My schooling is another issue. I am currently enrolled in the online teacher prep program through Rio Salado. I am finding this program to be extremely challenging. Mainly because I don't have the self discipline to do the assignments on my own time. But I am one of those learners who really needs to be in a structured classroom enviornment. I really thought I could do this program, but I have recently (like ten minutes ago) came to the conclusion that I cannot. I desperately want to go into the teaching profession. I have tutored and worked with children before and I have always found it extremely rewarding. I'm just concerned on where I can go to school to finish the program. I am concerned because I am already 25,000 in debt for just my bachelors degree, I don't really want to go into much more debt.
I just feel confused right now. I loved the week I spent with Jennie and her parents because they were just so warm and loving. (Jennie can I just move in with you?)
Any guidance a sister can share would be extremely helpful right now.
(I have to say though, the one thing that keeps me happy is the possibility of forming an online AA. I'm looking foward to possibly being a part of that)