well... i don't think he was the LOVE of my life... but it was love at first site- he is my ultimate guy as far as looks- so i'm sooooooo attracted to him and we have incredible chemistry... however- to be honest... he's just not as smart as me... or not willing to show it/work for it...so our conversations are a bit lacking... i miss him terribly- but i know that it would never ever work out... however... the problem i have now is- NO guys are attractive to me... i'm just not interested in anyone- and even hot guys i talk to- i'm so bored wtih... whats wrong with me???