Awww, sweetie, I'm so sorry.
Losing someone you love is always hard. I have never lost a parent, but I imagine it must be very hard.
I won't say, "I know how you feel", because well, I don't. I've lost other relatives...but never a parent, and I hate when people tell me, "I know how you feel".
I WILL tell you though, that I know what it's like to lose someone close to you. And I will tell you that I'm here if you would like to talk about it. I will pray for you.
God bless you, sweetie, and remember that we're all here for you. *hugs*