Thanks, guys.

Y'all made me feel a lot better, even though I still feel bad. He wants to get back together and suggested that we take until the end of the week apart, with no contact, to "think things over"...but I know it'd still be the same old fights, and we fought
a lot. I hated seeing him hurt, but I'm also relieved...now I can relax instead of being on the road most of the time.